My Fears 

 
I really try hard to hide,
All the fear I have inside.
Like a monster in a bad dream.
It makes me want to yell and scream.

Put your faith in God they say.
He will take it all away.
I have done this many times.
Yet I sit in silence like a mime.

Please tell me there will be a day.
When these fears will go away.
There is so much hurt you have put me through.
I really don't know what to do!

I lay awake and cry at night.
With fearful thoughts and endless fright.
Will the next time be the last?
Will this all come to pass?

Not ever knowing what's in store.
Makes it hard to open doors.
Fears and nightmares fill my head.
As I lay trembling on our bed.

Is it really meant to be?
Or am I only fooling me?
Should I just walk away?
Or should I stay another day?

I know that I have done my best.
You will have to do the rest.
If I choose to walk away,
Will the fear fade day by day?

Why does love have to hurt so bad?
Why do you want to make me sad?
God only you know what to do!
So I am leaving it all to you.

Please lead me on Your righteous path.
Please stop the fury and the wrath.
If this was never meant to be,
then please I'm begging shelter me!

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