My Fears

i really try hard to hide
all the fear i have inside
like a monster in a bad dream
it makes me want to yell and scream
"put your faith in god", they say
he will take it all away!
I have done this many times
yet i sit in silence like a mime
Please tell me there will be a day when these fears will go away
There is so much hurt they have put me through
I really don't know what to do!
I lie awake and cry at night
with fearful thoughts and endless fright
will the next time be the last, will this all come to pass
not ever knowing what's in store
makes it hard to open doors
Fears and nightmares fill my head
as i lie trembling upon my bed
Is it really meant to be or am i only fooling me?
should i just walk away or should i stay another day?
I know that i have done my best
god, you will have to do the rest!
if i choose to walk away
will the fear fade day by day?
Why does love have to hurt so bad?
Why do they want to make me sad?
god, only you know what to do
so now i'm leaving it all to you!

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